reflection’s for winter. Summer is for doing. (unless you’re George.)
The Suit of Swords :
A potentially prickly and cold suit-
all sharp blades and sad faces and high gusts of wind
You will find no soft comforts or ‘There, there”s here,
but neither will you find untruths.
Just as the ready knives can cut through wood (or bone),
they can just as easily cut through lies to clear the way for Truth, Knowledge and,
(if you are brave and face the swords,
which are really all in your head anyway)
- That I want to be better at writing
- That I want to be better at coherently explaining my process/intent behind my work
- That these things happen through practice
- That I am not adult enough to practice either without the element of shame and accountability that come with a public forum such as here.
To these ends, I added some weekly writing time into my morning-studio mix. My rules* are simple: Publish something– once a Wednesday, every Wednesday, preferably with a few sentences of actual writing (by me) involved. Picture-only posts should be used only as a last resort. Following the Elizabeth Gilbert Principal of Creative Work, the something doesn’t have to be great, or even that prolific, what matters most is that I show up and keep showing up until I’ve tricked my habit-driven plodder of a brain into thinking that this is what we’re supposed to be doing. (My art practice really is like a big obsessive compulsive slow-moving beast of burden)
This past month has been full of internet outages (both frustrating and refreshing and entirely what I needed), ill-timed Wednesday morning meetings and intentional self-imposed-rule breaking as I get deeper and deeper into making for Remnants. But that’s the point of self-imposed rules, right? Looking to get back into the habit of stringing together scraps of English on a regular basis as the project continues to coalesce, and I turn my attention towards a) writing a statement and b) figuring out how I will answer when a loved one looks at the piece and says, “So….?”
In the meantime, let’s get excited about blue skies and the return of the sun:
*because I have to make rules, even if they exist solely to be broken. It’s worth noting too, that these are totally personal and arbitrary. Feel free to steal for your own purposes or disregard entirely
In the absence of dimensions for the finished piece (which I should get tomorrow!)- I’ve just decided that the amount of bits I need is “a shit-ton”. More on what all this is/is for later. for now just enjoy the strangely seasonal color scheme and try to stay warm wherever you are.
As the idea comes together for this one I’ve been updating my analog tumblr…
“Cat, how’s that tarot cart project going?”
What tarot card project?
“You know, the one where you’re using the tarot deck to research archetypes, assemble a vocabulary of personal symbols, challenge your collage skillz, etc?”
Oh, that tarot card project. It’s going well.
…I have tried to reconcile this, deciding if it is worthy to pursue (or too insular), but I can’t stop thinking about it. The concept refuses to fade away and I keep taking photographs. I may post a few of them over the next week or two while I formulate the words to describe what this means.